Diary of a lazy guy

Yeahhhh! So this is my diary I am a guy trying to survive (not by writing this ) and I want to write about how I do it. I also like to read (well poison test) new light novels and i love horror stories . . . . . Now that was my public life but in reality I am a well hidden ghost contracter( or summoner i don't have the proper word for it) but most of the time i only live like a normie or I am just delusional and these ghosts are my delusions. ( I hope this is true coz I still haven't found an objective and measurable way to prove their existence.)