LUCKY TO BE LOVED AND LOVE SOMEONE

Hi! myself prashasvi i would like to share my story to everyone  It was started when I was in my 5th standard . I started to get to know what is mean by love . I don't now if you believe in love at first or not but until I have experience I don't know that I feel in love with brother-in-law but I get to know that he is elder than me but I didn't cared about the age .   But that's when it has started I get to know that I have a curse of love . If I love someone more than me they would be in danger . But I didn't believe in those thing so I just neglected those kind of curse until it gets in real life. I was so in love with my brother-in-law that I didn't know my brother-in-law have blood cancer.  one day my parents got a call from my mother-in-law that my brother-in-law had passed away . after hearing that my parents rushed to village . But still it doesn't make sense to me that it  is it because of my love towards him or its just some health issue . so i just moved on from my brother-in-law after realizing it just a attraction towards him . This time i really loved someone so deeply but this time i realized i was cursed by love and you want now how , because this time it was so close that someone died because of my love towards them  But time god he was safe so I decided to stay away from the people i love the most that was when I stoped myself from loving someone. I think I'm just unlucky in love and I don't want anyone to get hurt cause of my love not only one or two incidents had happen there are so many whenever i fall in love with some one this is to diffcult to accept but i have accepted my faith and continued to live alone forever if god shows some kindness towards me maybe i can get a man who truly loves me and not gonna get hurt cause of my love curse towards them. i want god to show some mercy on me in this thing so i can be happy like others who have people around them who love them as they love others  I would like ask everyone that did anyone faced this kind of curse in there life if you had let me know in the comment box it would inspire someone who could not explain there situation. i thin this is getting a little bit more i would like to end this before that there's a think i wanted to share with everyone that the curse of love is still haunting and i knew it by loving a person whose is actually my classmate I don't know if he loves me or not but i know that i love him so much that he couldn't even imagin how much i love him so this is the end meet you in next story  BYE! BYE! EVERYONE. IF YOU LIKE MY STORY PLEASE TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS SO THAT I CAN TELL YOU MY CURRENT STAGE IN LOVE