Shattered Into Your Fantasy?

I lived in my heaven.I reached out to God, and He never answered—but something else did. Now my thoughts change the world around me, and I don’t even care.I just want to go back.Again. And again. But for now… I’m stuck beneath you.Shaped into a toy.Something you can understand. Like God to a human. (taking a hiatus, there's been a lot of stuff happening.)