
by Locusts That Love Watermelon
​Roland Cael Fyodor had already decided how his life would end. ​At twenty years old, he was exhausted. ​After losing his parents, he gave up on college, worked himself to the bone, raised his younger brother, and spent years wearing a flawless corporate mask to pretend he was a functioning human being. ​To his office, he was dependable. ​Responsible. ​Normal. ​Inside, he was simply waiting for the final ledger to close so he could disappear. ​That day never came. ​Instead, Roland and twenty-eight of his Indonesian coworkers were violently summoned to another world. ​A world of ancient magic, warring kingdoms, and a cruel system that desperately demands heroes. ​While his companions chase power, purpose, and a way back to Earth, Roland finds himself trapped in a reality he never asked to manage. He wants nothing more than to stay unnoticed and fade into the background. ​Unfortunately, the universe seems determined to keep assigning him new administrative problems. ​For the first time in years, people rely on him. ​For the first time in years, he has friends whose company he genuinely enjoys. ​For the first time in years, he begins to wonder if the life he wanted to abandon might have been worth fighting for after all. ​Then the impossible starts happening. ​Political tensions rise. Forgotten horrors awaken. And the ghosts of things that haven't happened yet begin to bleed into Roland's vision. ​As reality unravels and the line between memory, prophecy, and madness grows thinner, he is forced to confront a question far more terrifying than death: ​What happens when a man who wanted to die starts finding reasons to live? ​IRAE is a dark, character-driven psychological isekai about burnout, trauma, adult friendship, self-acceptance, and the difficult search for meaning in a world that refuses to let go of broken people. ​Because sometimes, living is the hardest contract to fulfill.
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| 1 | Chapter 1: Tomorrow i'll be free 4 months ago | 0 |
| 2 | Chapter 2: Today Im Free? 4 months ago | 0 |
| 3 | Chapter 3: What is this? 4 months ago | 0 |
| 4 | Chapter 4: Understanding This Enviroment 1 4 months ago | 0 |
| 5 | Chapter 5: Understanding This Enviroment 2 4 months ago |
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| 6 | Chapter 6: Understanding This Environment 3 4 months ago | 0 |
| 7 | Chapter 7: Understanding This Environment 4(slight horror) 4 months ago | 0 |
| 8 | Chapter 8: The Odd Normal Day 1 4 months ago | 0 |
| 9 | Chapter 9: The Odd Normal Day 2 3 months ago | 0 |
| 10 | Chapter 10: The Odd Normal Day 3 3 months ago | 0 |
| 11 | Chapter 11: The Odd Normal Day 4 3 months ago | 0 |
| 12 | Chapter 12: Mask cracking 2 months ago | 0 |
| 13 | Chapter 13: Men talk 2 months ago | 0 |
| 14 | Chapter 14: What Remains Available 2 months ago | 0 |
| 15 | Chapter 15: The first and the second to awaken 2 months ago | 0 |
| 16 | Chapter 16: Fewer than usual 2 months ago | 0 |
| 17 | Chapter 17: Festival Of Nea Kingdom 1 2 months ago | 0 |
| 18 | Chapter 18: Festival Of Nea Kingdom 2 2 months ago | 0 |
| 19 | Chapter 19: Glimpse Of Past Wound 2 months ago | 0 |
| 20 | Chapter 20: Festival Of Nea Kingdom 3 2 months ago | 0 |
| 21 | Chapter 21: Festival Of Nea kingdom 4 2 months ago | 0 |
| 22 | Chapter 22: Festival Of Nea kingdom 5 1 month ago | 0 |
| 23 | Chapter 23: The Man And People He Called Friends 1 month ago | 0 |
| 24 | Chapter 24: Blue Magnolia 1 month ago | 0 |
| 25 | Chapter 25: Failure Of A Brother 1 month ago | 0 |
| 26 | Chapter 26: The First Day Of The Most Troublesome Days 1 1 month ago | 0 |
| 27 | Chapter 27: One Coin Same Face 1 1 month ago | 0 |
| 28 | Chapter 28: The First Day Of The Most Troublesome Days 2 1 month ago | 0 |
| 29 | Chapter 29: The First Day Of The Most Troublesome Days 3 1 month ago | 0 |
| 30 | Chapter 30: The First To Act 1 month ago | 0 |
| 31 | Chapter 31: The First Day Of The Most Troublesome Days 4 1 month ago | 0 |
| 32 | Chapter 32: The First Coordination Attempt 1 month ago | 0 |
| 33 | Chapter 33: Under The Kingdom Wall 1 30 days ago | 0 |
| 34 | Chapter 33: Under The Kingdom Wall 2 28 days ago | 0 |
| 35 | Chapter 34: Under The Kingdom Wall 3 24 days ago | 0 |
| 36 | Chapter 34: Fooling Ourself 20 days ago | 0 |
| 37 | Chapter 35: Revealing The Parasite 1 12 days ago | 0 |
| 38 | Chapter 36: Revealing The Parasite 2 9 days ago | 0 |
| 39 | Chapter 37: What Comes After 5 days ago | 0 |
| 40 | Chapter 38: Guilt Truth And Loss 27 minutes ago | 0 |
| 41 | Chapter 39: No Point In Being Sentimental About It 12 minutes ago | 0 |