
by FDawney
Maya wakes up in her own childhood carrying the memories of a life already lived. She was once from the present day, transposed back into 1991 with incomplete memories of the future and the inherited skills of a prior adulthood. That identity fades over time, forcing Maya to relive what is essentially a new life, familiar in outline but foreign in experience. As she grows up, small changes begin to add up, some deliberate, others inadvertent. The timeline slowly diverges, slipping further from what it was supposed to be. Maya learns that foreknowledge is powerful but precarious, unreliable yet impossible to ignore. Knowing which tragedies or opportunities will occur means determining how to intervene, and how much responsibility that knowledge carries. Told over years and decades, this is a long-form story about positioning, restraint, and consequence. About the merging of identity and lived experience. About changing history through delicate positioning and calibrated intervention, and living with the burden of knowing the future just well enough to act.
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| 0 | Prologue - The Timeless Plunge | 0 |
| 1 | Chapter 1 - The First Day of My Second Life | 0 |
| 2 | Chapter 2 - Miss Diagnosis | 0 |
| 3 | Chapter 3 - The Beginning of Girlhood | 0 |
| 4 | Chapter 4 - The Pool Barbecue | 0 |
| 5 | Chapter 5 - The New Name | 0 |
| 6 | Chapter 6 - Fifth Grade Begins. | 0 |
| 7 | Chapter 7 - Maya in Wonderland | 0 |
| 8 | Chapter 8 - The Christmas at the Peterson’s | 0 |
| 9 | Chapter 9 - Valentine’s Day | 0 |
| 10 | Chapter 10 - The Outing with Mom | 0 |
| 11 | Chapter 11 - A Kiss Goodbye | 0 |
| 12 | Chapter 12: Learning the Old Neighborhood | 0 |
| 13 | Chapter 13 - A Thing Girls Have to Do | 0 |
| 14 | Chapter 14 - Dressed to the Sixes | 0 |
| 15 | Chapter 15 - Thanksgiving | 0 |
| 16 | Chapter 16 - Grandma Lola’s Lists | 0 |
| 17 | Chapter 17 - The Butterfly Notebook | 0 |
| 18 | Chapter 18 - First Position | 0 |
| 19 | Chapter 19 - Means and Ends | 0 |
| 20 | Chapter 20 - A Major Model of a Modern Model Maya | 0 |
| 21 | Chapter 21 - The Birthday Jam | 0 |
| 22 | Chapter 22 - Boys, Girls, and Parties | 0 |
| 23 | Chapter 23 - Cheerleading Tryouts | 0 |
| 24 | Chapter 24 - A Punctuation Mark | 0 |
| 25 | Chapter 25 - Chicago-bound | 0 |
| 26 | Chapter 26 - The Last Gasp of Summer | 0 |
| 27 | Chapter 27 - Firmly Reluctant | 0 |
| 28 | Chapter 28 - The Rink and the Riff | 0 |
| 29 | Chapter 29 - Six Months to Oklahoma | 0 |
| 30 | Chapter 30 - The Sobering Summer | 0 |
| 31 | Chapter 31 - Extracurriculars | 0 |
| 32 | Chapter 32 - Elections | 0 |
| 33 | Chapter 33 - A Spirited Homecoming | 0 |
| 34 | Chapter 34 - Routines and Riches | 0 |
| 35 | Chapter 35 - The Sophomore Machine | 0 |
| 36 | Chapter 36 - The Flannel Under the Fleece | 0 |
| 37 | Chapter 37 - Tryouts | 0 |
| 38 | Chapter 38 - The Pressure Cooker | 0 |
| 39 | Chapter 39 - A Bite of the Apple | 0 |
| 40 | Chapter 40 - Masks Off | 0 |
| 41 | Chapter 41 - The Quiet Final Chord | 0 |
| 42 | Chapter 42 - A Summer of Fun and a Fall of Purpose | 0 |
| 43 | Chapter 43 - Moving up at the Right Price | 0 |
| 44 | Chapter 44 - Moving Up a Tier | 0 |
| 45 | Chapter 45 - An Evening with Erin | 0 |
| 46 | Chapter 46 - Prom Night | 0 |
| 47 | Chapter 47 - The Summer of ‘99 | 0 |
| 48 | Chapter 48 - Moving on | 0 |
| 49 | Chapter 49 - The Cinderella of Hitchcock Hall | 0 |
| 50 | Chapter 50 - Flying High | 0 |
| 51 | Chapter 51 - The End of the World | 0 |
| 52 | Chapter 52 - Liquidity Events | 0 |
| 53 | Chapter 53 - Florida Heat | 0 |
| 54 | Chapter 54 - Symmetry and Divergence | 0 |
| 55 | Chapter 55 - An Early Rise | 0 |
| 56 | Chapter 56 - A New Era | 0 |
| 57 | Chapter 57 - Foundations | 0 |
| 58 | Chapter 58 - The Day the World Didn’t End | 0 |
| 59 | Chapter 59 - The Solitude of a Silent September | 0 |
| 60 | Chapter 60 - The Turnover | 0 |
| 61 | Chapter 61 - The Asset | 0 |